Prof. Charles Xavier (
guideshapelead) wrote2012-06-11 09:54 pm
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XMFC/Kiss and Control
The next morning, Charles is awake far earlier than he normally would be, for once not having to be woken up by Erik's insistence. He's quiet and distant throughout breakfast, and with no classes first thing he quickly withdraws himself to his study.
It doesn't matter what Erik or anyone else says, he's still in turmoil over what he had almost done to Emma. He no longer trusts his own control. His powers have never truly scared him before now.
It doesn't matter what Erik or anyone else says, he's still in turmoil over what he had almost done to Emma. He no longer trusts his own control. His powers have never truly scared him before now.
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However, he cannot let his lover wallow in self-pity.
//Liebe?// he thinks, from outside Charles' door.
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He takes one look at his worn lover and crosses the room, placing a chaste kiss on his lips.
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//I'm sorry// He at least feels guilty enough to apologise. //I'm being awful//
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//I thought I could control myself.//
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//You could attempt to move me against active resistance? Or plant an idea in my mind?//
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//I want to make sure I don't do things like that.//
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Erik is intent now, very taken with this idea.
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//Control, Charles. It is your choice what you do with it//
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//I'm scared of myself, Erik//
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Erik kneels in front of his lover. //We can find it together//
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//I'd... appreciate your help, Erik//
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By the time dinner is finished with, Charles is managing to smile genuinely again.
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He idly wonders how many he could hold there at once and wonders if Charles would consider that appropriate training.
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And then adds three more spoons.
//Training//
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//That's not exactly training//
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//But how many spoons exactly?//
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