guideshapelead: (Anxious)
Prof. Charles Xavier ([personal profile] guideshapelead) wrote2012-06-11 09:54 pm

XMFC/Kiss and Control

The next morning, Charles is awake far earlier than he normally would be, for once not having to be woken up by Erik's insistence. He's quiet and distant throughout breakfast, and with no classes first thing he quickly withdraws himself to his study.

It doesn't matter what Erik or anyone else says, he's still in turmoil over what he had almost done to Emma. He no longer trusts his own control. His powers have never truly scared him before now.
diecastking: (worried)

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-11 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
At mid-morning break, Erik seeks out Charles. He had been surprised to wake and find his lover gone, and hadn't wanted to confront his sullen silence at breakfast in front of the students.

However, he cannot let his lover wallow in self-pity.

//Liebe?// he thinks, from outside Charles' door.
diecastking: (worried)

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-11 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Erik steps into Charles' office and closes the door behind him.

He takes one look at his worn lover and crosses the room, placing a chaste kiss on his lips.
diecastking: (worried)

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-11 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
//I just hate seeing you so lost// Erik can only be honest with him.
diecastking: (worried)

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-11 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
//Perhaps we can work on your control?// Erik offers. Training, at least, is something he understands.
diecastking: (concentration)

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-12 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Erik pauses thoughtfully.

//You could attempt to move me against active resistance? Or plant an idea in my mind?//
diecastking: (teamwork [charles])

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-12 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
//No, Charles. This is exactly how we keep ourselves safe. How we protect our enemies. We alter their memories, subdue them//

Erik is intent now, very taken with this idea.
diecastking: (sad)

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-12 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
But Erik ignores his anger. They need to talk about this frankly.

//Control, Charles. It is your choice what you do with it//
diecastking: (teamwork [charles])

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-12 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
//Someone wise once told me that true focus lies somewhere between rage and serenity. You've lost your balance, Charles, that's all//

Erik kneels in front of his lover. //We can find it together//
diecastking: (teamwork [charles])

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-12 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
//When would you like to start?// Erik asks, leaning down to kiss Charles again. He's proud of him, even if Charles can't yet believe in himself again.
diecastking: (significant look [charles])

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-12 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
//This evening// Erik promises.
diecastking: (happy)

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-13 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Erik is pleased that Charles is smiling again and amuses himself by discretely moving teaspoons to stick to Charles' chair.

He idly wonders how many he could hold there at once and wonders if Charles would consider that appropriate training.
diecastking: (laughing [kids])

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-13 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Erik tries to stifle his laughter. It does not match his "stern teacher" image.

And then adds three more spoons.

//Training//
diecastking: (happy)

[personal profile] diecastking 2012-06-13 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Erik starts adding dessert spoons along the handles, drawing the attention of some of the children.

//But how many spoons exactly?//

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